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bull bull doggies~ posted @ Wednesday, June 29, 2005

just now on the way home went to pet safari. they just opened. was waiting there for the people there to roll up the curtain so can see the dog dog. was quite horrified the moment he rolled up. i saw two bull dogs. rather huge. maybe its because used to seeing small small ones there. the two were separated. one female one male. everyone else was fascinated too. very interesting. always see bull dogs in cartoon like doreamon. never see a real one before. they looked fierce. and like suffered lots of hardship, very grumpy. was quite frightened by them cos those other puppies wont look at u for long when u look at them. they will just see one glance or dun even look. but the bull dogs will look for some time and their eyes very big. maybe because they are larger. larger face so cannot have too small eyes. then their bodies got layers one, just like the one i see in the cartoon. really! so much alike. brightens up my day after seeing them. i hope can get to see octopus. thats my wish since young. i think after a level my wish will be granted. =)

I love kitty.

posted @ Saturday, June 25, 2005

so long never update. many happy things happened. hee hee.. like miss low's wedding at the church and the wedding itself. the wedding very memorable, thanks to wenting, wanyi, milly and yaqi. especially when wenting pushed me and i knocked against that waiter. so embarrassing, really can die one loh.

went to kbox with my small aunt, my cousins--ah xiang and yvonne. went on a sat evening and sang til past midnight. so fun. and me and yvonne kept refilling the free flow peanut after we finished eating our fav peanuts. poured those we dun like one out and asked for refill.

went to kbox with my classmates too. also very fun. i get different feeling when i go with different group of people. first time going out with those girls, really very meomorable and happy.

then father's day sunday, stayed at home, we bought crabs to cook for dinner. i kept talking to the crabs in the basin. and my mum thinks i m mad. after taking a nap and woke up, my three little friends became orange in colour and cant even hide their eyes inside the shell when i use the chopstick to scare them. haiz.. but i still ate them lah.

wed was my pri sch friend bday. they planned a surprise for her. we went to celebrate at fish and co. she was quite shocked. but i left early. next day saw kingsley and the bday girl and her bf at eastpoint and on the way home. heard from them that they went to airport after that to chit chat til after midnight and reached home at around one plus. how i wished i could join them. always feel so comfortable and happy with them around. cos i know i wont be neglected and can talk rubbish and laugh out loud. maybe what yinting said is true. cos we seldom see each other.. as in once in a while, so the feeling is good. if we see each other everyday, perhaps not so close anymore.

miss miss them...

at fish and co, yinting was saying that she and fengzhi know each other for ten yrs already. then she suddenly remembered that they were in the same nusery. so its 15 yrs? wow! then royce shouted across the table saying me and him also since nusery. so i replied him, yah, and we werr very good friends, everyday go home together in nusery cos we stay near each other. really hard to believe.. the table of us all know each other for more than a decade. like me and kingsley since pri 2, yinting pri 3, sua cheo pri1, huey shyan pri 2, joan pri 2, pei qing pri 2 or 3, fengzhi pri2, joyce pri 2. only sua zheo, xueting, yik chia and me in class 1C. then chinese combine with 1D. 1D got huey shyan. pri 2 to 6 in A class.. most of them also. so happy we r still so close. =)

I love kitty.

:) posted @ Monday, June 06, 2005

yesterday so happy. :)

really happy to see miss low get married. really happy for her. the refreshment was also very nice. we kept taking photos while waiting for the ceremony to start. think others will think that we are crazy, as if it is our graduation ceremony. but dun care lah. seldom see the 4d people. take pictures very normal wad. :)

after that went to ecp with my friend. see people fishing. was saying that if i see the pail of fish beside them.. as in they just caught ones, i will steal the pail of fish and release them when the person is not looking. just cant bring myself to cut a dead fish.. and those are live ones, still struggling and they just kill it like that. but i still eat fish lah. but i dun really eat those which comes with the body and head, as in the whole fish cos cant bring myself to use my fork to poke it. so my mum was quite annoyed with me cos she spent so much effort cooking the fish and i give her that kind of face and reaction. but really.. the eyes, head and everything are still there.. if i go fishing one day, i will release all the fishes after catching them. the poor fishes swimming inside the small small pail.. must be very very scared. i must release them. haha.. but of cos i didnt in the end. cos my friend stopped me and also refused to stay at the bedok jetty to fish for me so as to return to those uncles. but very fun to see those people fishing.. suddenly one auntie will shout in hokkien, here got here got. then the uncle will run there with his super long net and scoop up the little shrimp. poor shrimp.. must be very scared. but dun think the shrimp knows that his life is going to end soon.. haiz..

that day in pasir ris park, was walking around with daddy and saw the garden where there used to be alot of nice plants like mint, chilli, some vege and pandan. but now think not very well taken care of so all wither already. so was telling my mum after that that i dun need to study so much cos i wan to do those environmental things. and i told her after a level, i m going to approach the town council, tell them i wanna take care of the plants in the garden. so i will work there, taking care of the plants there. but my mum scolded me and said i m mad. oh, this morning i saw a caterpillar. not those colourful ones, very dull. so i supposed it is not harmful. last time primary sch teacher always say those colourful ones are more harmful. and i played with it. its quite fun actually. i used the branch to roll it over to see the multiple legs. but it can turn back immediately. so flexible. after trying so many times, the caterpillar becomes smarter. it clinged on to the ground more tightly and firmly, so harder to me to turn it. so cute. so i shouted to my parents that i wan to bring the smart caterpillar home cos i wan to see it turn into a butterfly. but my parents ignored me. and still ignored me after i shouted four times. so i gave up.

I love kitty.

posted @ Saturday, June 04, 2005

dun feel good now. suddenly thought of my grandpa.

after lunch with my friend at ps, went to grandparents' house to collect dumplings. grandma made some chicken ones cos i dun eat pork. saw my grandfather lying on the sofa. his eyes looked much worse than the previous time i saw him. now its totally red and very small.. very watery too. the thought of him looking at me with less than 20 percent of one of his eyes really hurt me.. make my heart breaks. i know its very painful for him. and he certainly feels much worse than how i thought he would feel. if i were him, how m i going to survive? going downstairs for coffee is a problem, going toilet is another problem. so he chose to lie on the sofa or bed most of the time. i wonder whats on his mind. i was being forced to play cards with my pri sch cousin. while playing, grandma came in and we chatted. i told her about me falling down into the drain and showed her the scar. grandpa heard it and said he also hurt his leg. he was downstairs at the coffee shop and couldnt see the chair clearly, so knocked against it. now he is limping all his way when he walked. i m very sure he feels bad and helpless. its not that he is not careful, its just that he couldnt see clearly. wanted to stay longer in their house but my friend was waiting for me downstairs, so just played with my cousin three rounds of card game and chatted with grandma for a while and i left. that little cousin really very inconsiderate. he on the lapi vcd, played his dunno what lapi game and on the aircon. and he is alone in the room. he is obviously not watching lapi at all. really waste of electricity and money. and ah gong not working anymore. still have to pay for this rascal. whenever he comes to their house, the electricity bill will be over hundred which used to be much lesser than hundred. so i told him to off the tv if he not watching next time. then suddenly while i was watching, he off the tv. and he happily said, i m not watching now, so i off it loh. irritating! and he cant sleep without aircon and he on it in the day time too. which means the aircon is 24 hours on. and he is the only one in the room cos grandpa cant stand coldness. really wasting ah gong's money loh. hope my uncle does give ah gong money. i almost freezed to death in the room while playing the card game. dunno why he can stand it. i told him its very cold and he said its not cold at all.

haiz.. realise i am seldom with ah po and ah gong. what m i doing? doing community work but yet spend lesser time with my own grandparents as compared with the girl from metta sch whom i gave tution to. i will be very happy if i can join my mum to go out with my grandparents every thurs. but my sch ends at 4 on thurs. by the time i meet them, they would have gone home. and every sat i have co practice. though can go their house after that or even now when co has stopped, but on sat their house will always be so noisy and so many aunties and little boys around, cant really interact with ah po and ah gong. usually ah po will be busy preparing dinner, ah gong will just shut himself up from the rest or sit there and listen to the aunties' conversation. and usually i will be with those little cousins playing card games, monopoly or watch lapi xiao xing vcd. sometimes nothing to do also. so i will think its a waste of time and i cant do any work there. but ah gong is very nice. everytime i reach there, he will ask me to go eat the noodles which ah po always cooks for lunch. if i dun go and get the noodles, ah gong will ask ah po to get for me and he will keep saying until i eat the noodles. i have decided to go tomorrow if can. cos tomorrow is miss low's wedding. if got time i will go ah gong's house then go for the church thingy. haiz.. seeing my ah gong suffering and yet i cant do anything. i shall quickly get a driving licence after a level and buy a car so i can drive them to anywhere, especially their lao di fang like tampines, bugis and toa payoh. then send them home so they dun have to take bus. so troublesome since ah po has weak legs and ah gong cant see properly. but i think the god is not so cruel. at least ah po can be ah gong's eyes and ah gong can be ah po's legs. really hope.. pray hard hard that my grandparents will be in good health, eyes will not become worse if cannot be improved, legs will not give so much problem. oh, of cos, my daddy and mummy too. daddy dun work so hard and take care of his health, dun think too much and mummy blood pressure will lower.

I love kitty.

moviezzz posted @ Friday, June 03, 2005

yesterday was an enjoyable day. went out with three of the 4d girls. we watched monster-in-law. quite a nice and funny show. then went to buy miss low's wedding present for sat. so excited. looking forward to sat. very nice to attend teacher's wedding. i miss miss low! really hope she will have a happy marriage. she is a very nice person. very caring. i will never forget how she helped me last time. later going to watch madagascar. did i spell correctly? haha.. dun care lah. hope the show is nice.

I love kitty.

posted @ Wednesday, June 01, 2005

yesterday went to discuss the vega fiesta event. quite entertained though i never contribute at all. actually the adults also not very pro wad. their discussions also beat around the bush. and some of them are quite funny. especially their expressions. so serious. i thought they are going to say some important point. but it turned out to be like.." so the event is on 31st july huh?" i nearly burst out laughing.. but have to control if not they will think why the yec people so weird and rude one.
today went to buy old chang kee. the aunty regconised me. and she was very happy to see me. dunno why also. but everytime i walked past, i will smile to her. so i went in and the other aunt saw like saying.. xiao mei emi, so si1 wen2. then the other aunt said.. yah, so pretty.. then i was like.. huh? their eyes must be seeing wrong things. i m so not si1 wen2. they should see how i behave at home like how i sit at home, how i walk, how i write, how i eat, how i brush teeth and most horrifying, how my room looks like and how i do things. after brushing teeth, the whole floor within one metre away will be wet and usually i will just anyhow use a rag to wipe. if my mum see this, she will yell at me. and how my bed looks like. i dun like to make my bed one. but the soft toys must sit at correct positions. so my bed is very crumpled. my mum always say she cant imagine how my house looks like next time. but u make the bed everyday and not even twenty four hours yet, u going to mess it up again. might as well save the energy. my mum totally disagrees with this idea. haiz.. no choice lah..

I love kitty.