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posted @ Monday, October 24, 2005

today i m so happy that my dad went to see the chinese phy. cos he always refuses to go and see a doc.. that man is very skilful.. he touches here and there.. and immediately knows whats wrong with my dad's body.. and everything is soooo true... when he is describing my dad's daily life and what problem those pain posed.. though the medicine abit ex.. but i m really relieved and glad when he says my dad's leg, back and headache can be cured.. fastest by tues or wed and latest is one month.. the sight of my dad walking more relaxingly really brings joy and makes me smile.. if only he listens to me and my mum.. see a doc earlier.. he wont have to suffer the pain for soo long.. but nvm.. i m looking forward to the dad who will jog with me on every sun.. cos mummy jogs slower.. daddy about the same as me.. sometimes even faster.. if not i have been running slower and slower ever since my dad stopped jogging with us cos i m waiting for my mummy.. =)

in the evening, we went to seletar reservoir... saw alot of monkeys.. sooo cute.. though they gave me a scare that sunday.. i still find them cute.. many people were feeding them.. quite inconsiderate of them.. referring to those who fed the monkeys peanuts, bananas and longans.. cos the monkeys just anyhow throw the peanut shells, banana skin etc on the ground.. the place.. or rather the road is sooo dirty after that.. was standing alone at a corner watching the others feed the monkeys.. daddy and mummy dunno go where... think they sat at the bench.. couldnt see them.. anywayz.. was happily standing there.. watching.. saw two mummy monkeys.. their children cling on to them so tightly.. soo cute.. even their tails will be linked together.. locked with each other.. and the baby wont fall down.. even though it is upside down.. i find that those mothers with baby moneys with them are more fearful of human.. when someone offers food to them, they will quickly hug their babies and run away first.. after that then return to grab the food and left.. and whenever there is a car or any other evil monkeys who try to grab her food, she will immdiately hug her baby monkey tight tight.. very very protective.. so touched at the sight of it.. and she has to run around with the baby monkey clinging on to her.. rather heavy.. the baby fur sooo black.. so funny... hmmm... where is the daddy monkey??? =/

I love kitty.

posted @ Friday, October 21, 2005

sunday night went to fz house.. was at home preparing.. decided to put on my retainer since i didnt put for a long time.. my teeth getting out of shape.. so went to her house at nine plus in the night..

went to my aunt's house to borrow her camera.. then reached fz house. wanted to eat the wang wang biscuit.. so took out my retainer.. fz offered me a piece of tissue. i wrapped my retainer nicely and put it into the glass infront of me.. so that i can see...

reached home next morning.. wanted to take a nap.. usually i will put on my retainer when i m sleeping.. so thought of my retainer.. oh no.. i left it in fz house and in her glass somemore.. so i called her immediately.. asked if she has cleared her table.. and... my retainer is being thrown away... too late... haiz... if i call earlier.. perhaps my retainer will still be there.. tired tired.. but no choice.. have to make a trip down to national dental centre.. b4 that.. i was calling their numbers for making appointment.. but no one picked up... either that or its engaged.. i was really fuming.. really.. feel like throwing things around.. cos thats the only number we public can call and yet no one picks up.. and i lost my retainer.. have to make new ones and pay for myself.. so already very unhappy.. i redialled million times.. nearly dumped the whole phone out of my window.. i just want to make a call to make sure my dentist is there.. if she is absent. i will be wasting my time.. somemore.. at night got wedding dinner.. and ndc is so far from my house.. no choice.. i made my way down to ndc..

reached there.. met some irritating people.. so already pissed off... and then that lady checked, saying my dentist is very busy today, cannot see me.. i was like.. going to scream at her.. i told her its not that i never call to check.. i did.. for like one hour.. its always engaged.. and i m very busy.. i dun wan to make so many trips down.. then realised that actually the call is not directed to them.. but to a centre.. and she said the people are picking up calls.. trying to defend for them.. so i replied, i seriously dun think so.. if they are, then it souldnt be engaged all the time.. or asked me to wait and let me listen to fur elise.. for like twenty minutes..? i kept insisting.. requesting to see my dentist.. but i know that there is nothing she can do.. so i said i will come back one hour later to see if the dentist is free to see me.. oh, also asked for a number which i can call to complain about the calling system...

went for lunch with my mum.. then went back again.. somehow.. the dentist is free to see me.. so funny right.. just now she told me the dentist is super busy.. tight schedule.. and all of a sudden, she can see me already.. anyway.. maybe someone last minute cancelled his appointment.. so i made a new retainer..not both but the upper one only.. this time i chose a nice nice yellow smiley face retainer.. since this is a life time thngy.. like that i will feel happier when putting on the retainer too.. though it costs nine bucks more..

til now still havent call that lady in charge of the calling system yet.. kept forgetting and very busy.. shall call today... its really not working.. and my dentist said its not the first time.. many people commented too.. but there is no improvement.. so the dentist encouraged me to complain too.. ;P

I love kitty.

posted @ Sunday, October 16, 2005

today was a fun day... went out with my friend for lunch at tm fish and co.. got a kangeroo as souvenir from australia.. cute cute.. i carried it all the way from tm to airport.. was waiting for fz at tanah merah.. going to meet jc. we studied together with her two other friends.. went got chased by the manager.. so we deicded to go for dinner at subway.. fz wanted to buy popeye's mash potato. so i accompanied her. i bought too. nice nice.. its a long queue.. and we began entertaining ourselves.. we said we are fairies.. she is the ang moh and i m the chinese "xian nu". were complaining.. such a long queue.. but we are xian nu.. so shouldnt queue at all.. we should sit on the piece of white cloud and fly there.. to collect our mash potato.. were self entertaining and laughing like mad.. but nvm, the mortals cant see us.. ha ha..

then we went to bk to study.. at around ten plus, we left.. three of us took pics with fz phone.. but not very nice.. very hard to take three people too.. so we thought of going jc's house to take pic with camera.. at tanah merah, we said gdbye to jc's friends.. cos opp. lane, so we were waving to the two of them.. we kept waving.. and waving.. giving plebty gdbye kisses... and do the " zhao cai mao" action.. entertaining ourselves again.. jc's friend very cute.. she doesnt laugh at all one.. abit shy shy.. so just stood there.. occasionally waved a bit.. three of us were laughing like mad.. our train came.. but we kept turning back to wave to them.. on board the train.. we kept waving too.. giving flying kisses to the two of them..

reached jc's house.. took stupid pics.. act cute one.. and.. actually all act cute ones.. then we anyhow tie our hair.. tie two buns.. two pony tails.. and take pics.. jc very funny.. her hair too little and too short to tie some pattern.. and fz one too long.. we were laughing at each other there... but i think some pics.. really very cute.. i will post them on my blog once i get them! went home after midnight... tired tired...

hope got these bunch of "xie mei" accompany me.. if not i wouldnt be that strong. yeah manz.. " xie xie mei mei zhan qi lai" sounds familiar ya? fz and jc said that b4.. is it a silent gdbye? i dunno.. if it really is.. then i guess u dun deserve my attention...

I love kitty.

posted @ Wednesday, October 12, 2005

sunday was a very fun day.. morning pasir ris park with my parents.. our weekly family outing. though have to wake up at 6 am every sunday, but i guess its worth it.. thats the only time my whole family can be together.. my daddy leg pain pain... for years already. its getting worse.. very upset about it. asked him to see doc several times but he is very stubborn. whenever i m sick, he will insist that i see a doc.. hmm.. =/

then we went for breakfast at bedok.. where we used to stay.. saw my paternal grandparents.. three of us were trying to avoid.. dun wanna see them.. i also dun like them.. they always talk about money matter.. and lending them money is equivalent to giving.. and its not small sum.. so many problem there.. and they always have this concept that males should handle everything cos females belong to others already.. and now my dad is the only working male in the family.. so my dad is supposed to handle everything and pay for every expenses... my paternal family is so huge.. ten aunties.. and keep branching and branching out.. so huge.. everything landed on my dad's shoulder.. so i m very unhappy too... my grandpa is very biased.. likes only his grandchildren from his second wife.. so i really dont feel anything for them..

after breakfast my dad needed to see his friends.. so went to marsiling.. after that i wanted to see the agrofarm which the news introduced at choa chu kang.. so went round looking for it.. finally found it.. there is an animal farm too.. got turtles.. my fav! fishes, rabbits.. and mountain goats.. i was so amazed at that time.. singapore actually has some mountain goats somewhere.. by the time we left, it was three plus..

past by macritchie reservoir.. so we went there for a walk and ate our crackers which we bought earlier.. my daddy and mummy sat at the bench eating.. i went to the water there to see tortoises.. but only saw one.. last time there were alot.. dunno where they disappear to.. so was holding a packet of crackers, looking out for tortoises.. saw a bunch of monkeys faraway.. suddenly i saw one monkey jumping towards me.. its looking out for me.. and getting nearer to me.. i was scarred.. i quickly ran back to my parents.. kept turning back to see if the monkey ran faster too.. the monkey really came to us.. i put the packet of crackers next to my dad and ran away.. left my parents there.. another smaller monkey came too.. and one of them jumped to my parents on their bench.. my mum screamed... i couldnt help but burst out laughing.. what kind of daughter is this.. whenever there is a dog, monkey, bird, cat or any animal approaching, i will run away first, leave my parents to handle them.. but thats my normal reaction.. my mum screamed and they were scarred.. they back off.. so funny... my mum threw two biscuits down to them.. they got it and sat there munching away.. so cute.. my dad stood up and scarred them away.. they returned to their tree.. then my dad decided to keep all those food away.. my mum and i walked to see that bunch of monkeys.. one auntie told us that those monkeys are scarred of males.. its quite true.. once my dad came, they distanced away from him.. but how they distinguish.. so clever.. luckily they were not scarred of me and my mum.. this shows that we look like girls..

my dad wanted to go to that hsbc treetop bridge.. went to another car park.. but still have to walk a long distance.. we brought our bicycle down so my dad can cycle since his leg pain.. its really a long walk.. and jungle walk.. have to walk on those mud.. we were surrounded by tall trees.. banana trees, durian trees, payaya trees and lots of different vege.. my dad can identify all cos he used to stay in the forest.. kampong.. he is still very unhappy not being able to stay in the forest.. so while walking, i can feel that my dad is very excited and alive.. not like the normal him, always so quiet and tired.. we walked more than 2 km.. alot of steep slopes and hills.. and stairs too.. finally we reached the bridge!!! a sense of achievement and satisfaction.. so we started walking across the bride.. can see beautiful scenery.. but once i stepped on the bridge, my legs wobbled.. i was scarred.. i dared not look down.. its really high.. and those people infront of us were making the bridge sway.. i was even more terrified.. three of us took pics on the bridge.. but this bridge is better than the one in sentosa beach.. that one sways much more than this.. finally we acrossed the bridge.. had to walk back again.. my dad cycled.. my mum and i were looking forward to see the auntie we met when we were walking towards the bridge just now.. she offered to drive us up a distance since beyond that, there is no road for cars.. she is from the island country club, so can drive on the road.. the country club blocks that stretch of road, so all those who wanna go to the hsbc treetop walk have to go there by foot.. but we didnt see her.. so have to walk all the way.. think the whole journey was about three hours plus..

its dinner time! we went to chomp chomp to eat.. met my xiao yi, xiao yi zhang and her boss..

cant believe it.. i didnt bath for more than 24 hours.. cos usually after returning home from pasir ris park, i will bath.. but that sunday.. didnt go home so didnt bath.. so smelly.. somemore sweat so much.. went home and have a nice warm bathe.. was so tired that i dragged myself to the bed at nine and slept...

today planned to stay at home.. but my maternal grandma's leg very pain.. pain for days already.. and its her birthday.. so poor thing.. my mum called her to wish her happy birthday just now.. and she replied.. she is not happy cos her leg pain.. she wanted to go and see doc at tiong bahru with my grandpa.. but grandpa cant see.. how are they supposed to go there even if they take a cab.. still have to walk.. my grandma still has to hold my grandpa and look after him.. but her leg pain pain.. so going to accompany them with my mummy now..

so sad.. my daddy's leg pain pain.. my ah po's leg also pain pain... my ah gong cant see... and there is nothing i can do.. =(

I love kitty.

posted @ Tuesday, October 04, 2005

last night was updating my organiser.. always thought that a level will end in dec. but its actually nov!~ actually nothing to be happy about...

anywayz... just chatted with my third aunt.. paternal side one.. she is a well known kpo.. so usually i see her number, i will ignore the call when my mum not around.. but today suddenly feel like talking to her.. cos very long never talk to her already... wah.. this is the most "san ba" talk i had... really... talked about my paternal side.. very happening... then i asked her about her three sons... whom are my cousins.. i see them once a year.. havent seen the second one for years... didnt know her youngest son is taking psle this year.. thought he is still in primary three.. and my paternal side actually got three boy cousins taking psle.. oh gosh.. i dun even know... i cant even remember some of their faces... kids change rather fast physically... and i have two boy newphews! cant remember their faces too... my paternal side only got few girls.. including me.. all boys.. very noisy.. and the girls are either in their late twenties or less than ten years old...

talked about my second aunt.. she passed away when she was twenty one.. even my mum didnt get to see her.. dunno why she passed away too.. and my first aunt in malaysia.. never see before too.. dunno how many children or how many cousins i have in malaysia..

shall sort out my paternal cousins in singapore..

first uncle.. 3 daughters.. 1 son.. 2 grandchildren..
third uncle.. 2 sons.. but one is not related to us anymore.. cos my uncle and aunt divorce..
fourth uncle.. 1 daugther and 1 son..
fifth uncle unmarried...
third aunt.. 3 sons...
fourth aunt.. 2 sons..
fifth aunt.. unmarried..
sixth aunt.. 1 son and 1 daughter..
seventh aunt.. 1 son and 4 daughters.. should be 4.. or 3?
eighth aunt.. 2 sons and 1 daughter
ninth aunt.. unmarried..
tenth aunt.. 1 son and 1 daughter...

i got 25 paternal cousins and 2 newphews.. how i wish we are close with each other.. sweet sweet and happy family.. then i can bring my little cousins out to play.. or have lunch with my older cousins.. but.. guess we cant even regconise each other on the street....

I love kitty.

posted @ Sunday, October 02, 2005

on wed i really packed my stuff.. so happy so see the difference in my bedroom and study room.. though not significant.. but i know it.. and i pasted hello kitty stickers on my window, mirror and door.. and my mum scolded me.. but i still carried on pasting til i finished the whole thing.. then i walked around my room and study room, inspecting.. opening my cupboard to see my mirror and admire.. went out to the corridor to take a look at my hello kitty on the window from outside.. so proud of myself..

feeling better already.. my mum went to buy that pump water one.. to ease bowel movement.. for me.. and i used two at a go.. and i continued to take fybogel two times a day and the medicine from the doc.. at least got improvement.. but havent really returned to normal yet..

yesterday went to look for my mum at og. she wanted to renew her card but had to spend more than eighty then can renew for another yr.. so i bought something also to help her get her eighty dollars receipt..

today woke up and made my own breakfast and one set for my mummy too.. first time frying an egg.. my mum bought me a super small pan just nice for one egg.. and she taught me how to fry one.. but its those no need to flip over one.. the first one i fry wasnt really a success.. the egg yolk was at a corner.. not at the centre.. i didnt know pouring the egg into the pan requires skill too.. i assume that no matter how i pour the egg into the pan, the egg yolk will always be at the centre.. but.. haiz.. and the second egg, i broke the egg yolk before even pouring it into the frying pan.. my mum was laughing at me behind.. so annoying.. wanted to fry one for dou jiang when he comes my house later one.. how to fry like that.. the egg i fry so ugly!~

anywayz.. thought he was sleeping.. but two or three hours later, he was outside my house already.. was quite surprised.. happy surprise..~ he played the song i taught him.. was amazed that he still could remember so much.. smart smart~ clap clap~ but could see his tired eyes.. so went to sleep..

after that he went ..n i went to meet the yec people.. thought i seeing kee ping only.. in the end got four other people.. its more formal than i thought.. and i anyhow dressed.. anyway.. its to fill up the application form to continue staying in yec for the next term.. which means two yrs..

I love kitty.