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posted @ Monday, February 20, 2006

this yr birthday was quite a nice one.. got presents presents....! ring from my mum, hello kitty stuff from aunt, bag bag from my best cousin, another one from my mep friends.. ( sueling, wendy, en qi and toon li), cute things from my 4d friends.. heels from wan li.. went to kbox to sing on my bday.. gave my grandparents a treat on that day too.. gave my parents a treat at seoul garden few days b4 my bday.. so very happy..

today was an angry day for me.. that bad guy bullied my daddy.. just cant stand it.. the thought of him makes me puke.. and my dad paid fifty to get the officer or judge to help us but not helpful at all.. feel so.. angry.. and dd made me angry.. was so angry that i changed his name to " a piece of shit" in my hp. actually quite like this name for him.. so whenever i see it, i will laugh..

so tired these few days.. didnt sleep well.. wan li asked me how come my eye bags so dark. usually my eye bags cant be detected.. but this time she did notice..

tomorrow will be a full tiring day for me.. got to work.. after which, go for advance practices, then go for the advance theory test.. then wait for forty minutes and go for a practical lesson.. which is the last slot for the day.. wed will be tuition day. got to give tuition after my work.. thurs is another driving day.. i booked two practical lessons in a row.. fri after work has cc meeting.. so b4 meeting day has to type the finance report.. and b4 tuition will have to set science paper for the little girl.. sat is work again i guess.. then tuition.. then hopefully got yq dinner outing.. weekend shall plan my next week schedule again.. i like to pack the whole week tightly so i will be fully occupied.. but one bad thing is that i get very upset when someone or some incidents spoil my plan.. then i will feel so lost and kept thinking what should i do.. usually will find something to do.. last minute back up plan.. have planned my next wed schedule.. morning work til noon, then go for driving lessons.. booked two in a row.. after which will give tuition.. by then should be eight plus.. nine.. reach home ten.. brush teeth, bathe and hug bear bear and giugiu to sleep..

new member introduced to my giu family~ piglet! from sueling.. its my last yr bday present.. i like it alot.. but my mum bullied her already.. cos piglet has got a tiny pouch.. and my mum kept saying piglet is a beggar.. asking for food.. so she wanted to put a fishball into it.. luckily i stopped her..

I love kitty.

posted @ Wednesday, February 15, 2006

went to office as usual.. but alone cos wan li applied leave. i did too. but half day. around nine plus.. mdm sum came and called me.. said somone sent flowers here.. went to collect.. was shocked cos i didnt expect such a huge bouquet.. that lady was standing outside.. and asking for miss chua miss chua.. but nobody seemed to know who was it cos my colleagues dont know my surname.. finally they got it when they saw the full name on the invoice. and that lady said nobody seemed to know ur existence.. mdm sum asked how many stalks as i was signing.. 99 roses.. though doesnt look like there is 99.. perhaps they are all compact together and young buds.. but really dunno what to say at that moment.. immediately after i returned to my seat.. dd called.. but was answering a call.. so couldnt answer.. but did called him after that.. asked him how much did he spent but he just wouldnt tell me.. news spread so fast and the people from the same level but diff dept heard that someone received 99 roses and came to see see.. was so embarrassed.. but really felt bad afterwards cos i only did him a box of choco.. put it in the office fridge when i came.. meeting him at noon..

asked him how much he spent again but he said thats a secret.. asked him when can i know the secret.. he said i will never know.. anywayz.. went to sentosa after that.. went to underwater world.. coincidentally met my best cousin there.. both of them going underwater world too.. kept bumming onto them.. so awkward.. but saw lots of fishes and marine animals.. that was my second time to underwater world. was very happy to see those animals.. took lots of pics of them.. then went to dolphin lagoon to see pink dolphin show.. very hot.. super bright daylight... but its my first time seeing pink dolphins.. cute cute.. then we went to sakae to eat the buffet.. compete with each other see who eats the most number of plates.. but i always cheat.. take his plates..

went back home after that.. today bear bear finally meets bear bear.. brought him out today to meet her.. bear bear beside me now.. saying that he is very happy..

I love kitty.

posted @ Tuesday, February 14, 2006

went to office as usual.. but alone cos wan li applied leave. i did too. but half day. around nine plus.. mdm sum came and called me.. said somone sent flowers here.. went to collect.. was shocked cos i didnt expect such a huge bouquet.. that lady was standing outside.. and asking for miss chua miss chua.. but nobody seemed to know who was it cos my colleagues dont know my surname.. finally they got it when they saw the full name on the invoice. and that lady said nobody seemed to know ur existence.. mdm sum asked how many stalks as i was signing.. 99 roses.. though doesnt look like there is 99.. perhaps they are all compact together and young buds.. but really dunno what to say at that moment.. immediately after i returned to my seat.. dd called.. but was answering a call.. so couldnt answer.. but did called him after that.. asked him how much did he spent but he just wouldnt tell me.. news spread so fast and the people from the same level but diff dept heard that someone received 99 roses and came to see see.. was so embarrassed.. but really felt bad afterwards cos i only did him a box of choco.. put it in the office fridge when i came.. meeting him at noon..

asked him how much he spent again but he said thats a secret.. asked him when can i know the secret.. he said i will never know.. anywayz.. went to sentosa after that.. went to underwater world.. met my best cousin there.. both of them going underwater world too.. kept bumming onto them.. so awkward.. but saw lots of fishes and marine animals.. that was my second time to underwater world. was very happy to see those animals.. took lots of pics of them.. then went to dolphin lagoon to see pink dolphin show.. very hot.. super bright daylight... but its my first time seeing pink dolphins.. cute cute.. then we went to sakae to eat the buffet.. compete with each other see who eats the most number of plates.. but i always cheat.. take his plates..

went back home after that.. today bear bear finally meets bear bear.. brought him out today to meet her.. bear bear beside me now.. saying that he is very happy..

I love kitty.

posted @ Sunday, February 12, 2006

shall update from fri onwards..

fri after work i met up with toon li, en qi and wendy... but as usual... the three of them were late.. but thats whats unique about my mep gd friends.. remember last time i will be angry if i have to wait for very long.. but now.. can actually tolerate.. but also have to depend on who i m waiting for. like my cc members.. i will surely make a big fuss.. especially that jinguang.. cos he is always late.. so if i were to meet him, i will plan to be late for thirty minutes. but he quite poor thing la.. cos we are supposed to be best friends. but he always have to remind me that me and him r best friends.. cos i always forget..

four of us went to have a nice marche dinner.. after which.. walked around with enqi and wendy...

sat i didnt go to work. apply for leave. cos morning went to give tuition. that little girl's exam coming.. so hafta give her tuition.. though i dun think the prescence of me will make any diff. and i m under pressure now.. cos she is supposed to be the whole sch top student.. later this time she didnt get top five.. i gonna get fired..

after which.. i went to tampines swensens to give ice cream cake. wanna give a treat to my cousins, aunts and grandparents. i choose the princess cake.. pretty pretty.. but in the end.. very few people actually came to my grandparents' house.. wanna order pizza one.. but in the end no need cos too few people. my cousins sang birthday song for me. this reminds me of when we were all young.. we always celebrated our birthday at my grandparents' house.. sang songs.. take pics.. lots of food..

evening time.. went to watch this concert.. my relatives gave us four tickets.. its orgainsed by their church. so went with my mummy, small aunt and my best cousin.. waited for taxi for super long after watching.. in the end still couldnt find one.. so my small aunt called my small yi zang to come and fetch us..

sunday.. today~! went to pasir ris park.. my usual family gathering. then went to eat at changi. came home.. quickly bathed and went to give tuition.. the mum complained that i m late.. cos today first lesson. but i tried calling her.. the phone is spoiled. then went home to sleep.. at four plus.. went to with my parents. we took neocards! thats my annual birthday event. i had two in my wallet. last yr and last last yr.. so now got a new one.. =) happi happi.. will put in wallet.. then went to eat seoul garden.. gave them a treat. cos just had my second pay.. had lots of fun!~ =)

I love kitty.

posted @ Wednesday, February 08, 2006

yesterday quarrelled with wan li. and immediately after, i felt so sad and heart ache.. was answering a call.. so hard to tok cos was fighting back those tears.. i started asking her wanna go eat. she said she wanna go toilet.. waited for her for very long.. she came out, crying.. i started to cry too.. dunno how to describe the feeling we both had. we hugged each other and apologised to each other.. like drama.. but now, we are closer than b4.. we label each other as best friends..

today was on my way after work to give tuition.. the mother called after receiving my message to my student. she said my student is having fever.. and i was on the bus already.. all of a sudden plan disrupted.. i really dun like that.. cos i already prepared mentally not to go home so early.. so went to bugis to pray and walk walk myself.. after that.. suddenly feel like cutting my hair and touch up a little.. so went to my usual hairdresser.. so went to trim, touch up and did colour treatment.. then realised i cannot have all these treatment all in a go.. cos i cant sit still.. was waiting while my hair was in steamer.. i dozed off... luckily never knocked against the steamer..

tomorrow i will be alone..! wan li not coming.. so have to go to work alone.. have lunch and dinner alone and go to the driving centre alone!!

on tues had a driving lesson.. i got the instructor from the gold group... began toking and toking to him.. after which, he suddenly dun tok to me.. after lesson, on the way back to the centre, he suddenly asked me.. u like to tok alot is it? so i answered him.. yes, and i know u dun like to tok alot, so i kept my mouth shut after that.. but i was thinking.. what a boring lesson.. that lesson i also didnt drive beyong gear 3.. cos i know he gold instructor, cannot play play one.. then he began saying.. cos i think u convey the wrong message in the beginning.. i got a shock.. was trying hard to recall what did i say in the beginning. nothing wad~!~ then he slowly said.. trying to find the right words.. saying.. sometimes the words we use will mislead people.. and he said like what the first instructor said.. i m agressive.. because in the circuit i kept complaining.. very slow and i m irritated with the driver infront.. kept stopping.. so he thought i m those very impatient kind.. so after that.. didnt tok to me...
haiz.. ridiculous..

I love kitty.

posted @ Saturday, February 04, 2006

today went to work as usual but then.. lonely cos wan li absent.. she had her advance theory test. today only one irritating call. that woman said i m not helpful at all. okiez, fine, i m not. then dun call the hotline. i asnwered all her questions and yet she said that. the moment i hear, i HUH very loudly. she asked for my name.. then my full name. i replied her loudly. i m not paid to hear scoldings.. anywayz.. complain complain lo.. i not scarred. my whole department will just think she is a nuisance if she really complained to the QSM. making a fool of herself only. nananeebooboo..

after that.. went to collect my repaired camera. i managed to argue with the people there to get my camera done foc. at first they said mine is lcd screen cracked... its under misuse and its MY fault.. i was so unhappy at that moment. the technician called and wanna give me 40 percent.. but still.. i just used for less than two months.. and i put in my bag. next moment, its cracked already.. how i know its so fragile.. so so so fragile that even putting in the bag might caused it to crack too.. whats the use of that camera then. and whats covered under the warranty.. they wanna charged me hundred over dollars initially.. so now its foc~~ so happy..

after that.. i went for cc meeting for the youth camp. quite a fun meeting.. cos my com people r fun!~ but still.. bringing up the proposal for this project to the whole committee will sure get bombarded with lots of objections and queries.. going to be a steep road ahead... but i like the sense of satisfaction i get after each project!~

I love kitty.