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posted @ Saturday, September 30, 2006

hmm..

quiet lonely saturday. i quite like. i promise myself to stay in my house to do my work. not very efficient but no matter what, it is better than me going out. at least now, i can get a few things done.. better than nothing. and its raining now.. so i open the door, do my work in the living room. occasionally, my neighbour will walk past. with his little boy who is two yrs old but he's still kind of tiny. whenever i see him, i will take a look at my bear and somehow, i see the resemblance.

oh.. and i watched the banquet already. watched it on fri. alone at centruy square. it was a little too bloody for me.. since i dun take much meat. the reason i dun like drumstick is because when i was young, i saw blood, dried one of cos.. while eating kfc drumstick. i really dun like. so.. its my first experience watching a movie alone. not as bad as i thought just that no one for me to ask any doubts, thats why i have to sms kaiyun to ask her after movie. and no one to share those gross scences with me. still remember last time in jc, after school, a few of my classmates watched the troy. and not long after the show had started, i already had some queries. i asked brian sitting beside me.. " heeeey.. brian, why.... " and guess what he did, he just went.. "shhhhh" with his finger putting against his mouth. i was so embarrassed. and in the midst of the show, i kinda screamed and pulled my jacket to cover my face. and i noticed brian jumped off his seat a little. i was there controlling very hard to not burst out laughing. and after the show, he announced to everyone that i m frightening and told them what happened including the part i asked him question. pls do not sit beside me during a movie if u r those who cant stand people asking questions and only want to focus on the movies.

I love kitty.

posted @ Wednesday, September 27, 2006

today went shopping with mummy. leg very painful now. and well done, bernice. though i enjoyed myself, another day has gone without any work done. argh... i really cant finish my assignments for this recess week.. let alone the online test next week. but today was fun. long time never shop already.. ever since i lead an army life with my bunk at boon lay.

I love kitty.

posted @ Tuesday, September 26, 2006

oh.. yawn~ sleeping is so nice.. last night i went to bed at 10pm. i called wanli before i slept. but her mummy says she slept already. wa.. even earlier than me. cos 8 plus she called me but i was watching singapore idol and then the 9pm show. so, since cant talk, i go to bed.

last night i was very tired. yesterday i woke up at 7am cos i wanna go with my mummy to collect the number card at the clinic for my daddy. when i reached there, there was a long queue already though the clinic was not opened yet. i was the number 13th. and the doc was late. i was standing there, feeling very irritated. i dun mind waiting if i am early. but it is written clearly that the clinic opens at 8.30am. so after exactly 8.30am, i started to feel more and more pek chek. how can a doc like that. he knows that there will be a number of people waiting for him outside his clinic way before 8.30am. in that case, he should be very punctual if not early. he is so evil and cruel. those aunties come all the way from ang mo kio, jurong though their legs r in pain and there he is, making people wait for him. if his clinic is those kind where no one will wait for it to open or very few patients, then that doesnt really matter as much. he should just change the timing written outside or reset his alarm clock or buy a dozen more. anywayz.. i was rather mad already.

we finally get to see the doc at around twelve. waited the whole morning. i was dozing off sitting outside the clinic. ya, my habit, i can sleep anywhere. after which, my daddy fetched my mummy and me to grandma's house. we accompanied my grandma to see the chinese doc. before that, i called the clinic, asking if that particular doc is there today cos the previous time my grandma went, he wasnt there. the nurse is so rude. she just wanna hang up the call asap. i asked if the doc is there and she said yes, come at three pm. then i asked if we can get the queue number first if we come down now. she said no, 3pm and hang up my call. cant stand it. so we took a taxi down at around 2pm. we saw the nurse there. i recognised her voice. its her. i said i wanna register. she asked me to come at 3pm. but i saw her giving the queue number to the uncle before me. just a queue number, not even a piece of gold or diamond. my mum and grandma were angry too. so we pester that auntie, asking her to give us. and guess what she said. she said she has not eaten her lunch yet and wanna eat now. and her face is soooo black.. those kind of face which u see already, u will either feel like pulling her hair or slapping her. she just simply ignored us. we made so much noise that one of the docs came out. asked us to put the name card on the desk will do. in that case, why cant that charcoal aunty just tell us nicely. though we know that we can only come at 3pm, just wanna try our luck and what we saw was a uncle getting the queue number. we were just after him and she refused to give us. simply irritating..

then we went to the food court just beside to have lunch. oh, think i forgot to mention that that place is geylang. think we went to the wrong food court. i saw so many old uncles and a few foreign ladies with low cut tops. we quickly find a place to eat and ordered food. around us were those ladies talking to very old uncles. infront of me, there was one who suddenly stood up and gave a peck on the uncle's cheek. suddenly, my stomach flipped 360 degree. and then, a horrifying uncle infront of me smiled to me. i immediately lowered my head and eat my noodles. my mummy and grandma were very funny. they were saying, girl, eat quickly, later pple think both of us are mamasan, bring u out.

when we returned to the clinic, it was crowded. i stood infront of the desk which had got a row of name cards on it and this time round, its not that piece of charcoal anymore. its an uncle. he asked me if i had register. i said yes and pointed to the first card on the desk. i asked him if he will give me the queue number later and he said yes, and asked me to sit down. i just wanna know how their waiting system works cos its my first time here and the clinic is rather messy. he will give us a queue number and we wait to see the doc one by one.. or.. what? i see some others havent registered but still sitting there relaxingly. since he replied yes, i assume that it is the same as other clinics. then he called my grandma. and i saw my grandma sitting at the other end. thought she is the first one. but after a while, i took a look at her, she was still waiting for her turn. she and other patients were sitting in a row while two docs were going down the row to poke needles into their head, legs and hands. and the two docs serving her is not the one we wanna see. so i asked that reception guy if that lee doc here. he said not yet. he is out for lunch. hmmm.. supposed to be here at three isnt he? then i told him i want my grandma to see that lee doc only. and i also realised that some pple have the queue number and some dun. those doesnt have will sit in that row waiting for the two docs to poke them. but he just ignored me! i questioned him again and he said.. if u r not satisfied or unhappy, wait til that lee's wife to come and tell her. wah.. what kind of attitude. i hate it when pple ignored me and see what he replied me. my mummy heard it and was making a big fuss too. whats worse is when one of the two docs came to my grandma and took a look at her diagosis record, he said to my grandma, ur doc is not here today and he himself is puzzled too. he doesnt even know my grandma's condition and even need my grandma to tell him and explain to him. after which, he will just poke a few needles on my grandma. how can like that.. he doesnt even know the full story.. later anyhow poke and poke wrong place how.. then my mummy and i started complaining to him. think everyone could hear it. the nice doc went up to the reception and asked that rude guy to give us a queue number which is 20. sooo.. the queue number is for those seeing doc lee who needs three hours to have his lunch. after a while, seeing us so angry, the reception guy tell us.. if u wana see doc lee, later when he comes, i let u see him first. my mummy and i both said ok, gd. but my grandma.. haiz.. kept saying no need no need. she is those kind dun wanna create trouble, get bullied also nvm kind.. haiz.. so up to her lor.. the clinic totally sux.. so what if it is on the newspaper for several times. first, the staffs there have super lousy attitude and they will definitely affect singapore. so what is the shop doing there. should close it. or perhaps sack the staffs there. and the first person to get fired is that charcoal aunty though it is his husband, doc lee who sets up the clinic. since his wife ought to be sacked, he might not continue too and his business would have wind up. and yay, back to square, conclusion.. the shop should be closed down. second.. they dun have an intelligent and efficient registration and waiting system. we were the first in the queue and my grandma was treated after many patients.. third.. they are unfair. does it mean that for the first time u go there, u dun get doc lee as ur doc, they will anyhow let u see any other doc available when u come the next time? fourth, even the key man is not punctual himself. he can be there as and when he wants. making the patients wait for him. does he know that pple got to work too? who is he to make pple wait for him like that lor.. as a doc, he should care for his patients mah.. and when he is not around, the other doc and staffs were happily talking away while waiting for the electricity to go through the needles and taking effects on the patients. anywayz.. its just so wrong la.. everything about that clinic.. if my grandma is willing to wait and see that doc lee, i will definitely go to him and.. . ask him why is he so late, how come the waiting system sux, tell him that his staffs are so rude and no manners especially his wife. if his attitude is bad too, i will tell him that i will definitely write an article on my encounter today in his clinic on the newspaper before i leave the clinic.

I love kitty.

posted @ Sunday, September 24, 2006

i think this is a duck... but very cute, i was following it as it swam..

~flowers~

today is family day!!

i went to botanic gardens with my parents in the afternoon. that place is so nice. many flowers. and we took many pictures. still remember last time back in rj, our co went there to perform once. together with ri and rgs. i love sunday cos its my family day. i always enjoy myself and had tons of laughters.. and i miss my mum's burping.. haha.. though disgusting.. but it never fail to make me laugh. and i love to pull my daddy's hair. love it especially when i pull til his head tilts. i dun pull my mummy's because she will beat me and revenge.

tomorrow going to clinic with grandparents and daddy.. and that clinic is so popular. today i went with my mummy and daddy at nine plus. i wrote on the piece of paper to register for my daddy. i was almost done on all his particulars when one kind uncle pointed out to me that the sign on the registration counter has a huge "closed" on it. the rest of the people sitting behind us while waiting were just so mean. they didnt even tell my mummy and me that i cant register anymore cos the clinic is closed. and the nurse too. she was busy doing her work and didnt even bother about us. she definitely knew that we were trying to register. how the clinic works is that the doc will see 38 patients on sunday because he has to attend some lessons in the afternoon. and every weekends, patients will come as early as 5 or 6 in the morning and start queueing though the clinic only opens at 8 plus. some of them even come from bintan, pulau ubin etc. so gonna go there early tomorrow to get a queue number.

I love kitty.

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~my cousin and me~

~my grandparents, aunts and mummy~

today was a relaxing day for me..

i went to my grandma's house. i was rather disappointed because most of my relatives were not there. i reached at around two plus and there were only my grandparents and my cousin randal. but after that a few more came. i wanna see my little cousin zoven. so long never see him. i miss him. he is very cute and funny. i even brought my camera, wanna take pics with him. but guess i will see him soon.. perhaps next sat or my grandpa's bday.

it was a relaxed day because i just sat in the room with my two cousins, watched them play games, watched lapixiaoxing and bleach with them. though most of the time i was asking them who are the Deaths and why must they find that girl.. and not long after, i fell asleep. maybe as one gets older, watching all these is not interesting anymore. but that randal, irritating, i was dozing off and he saw something interesting in the show and hit my head repeatedly, asking me to see.. wanna pull his hair lor, wake me up. i was rather awake after that. but not long after, i fell asleep again. my roommie, qi mei also knows that i am a super sleeper. sometimes in hostel, i will sleep first and after saying gdnight to her, within five mins, i am already sleeping soundly.

its really nice hearing the conversations between my aunts and grandparents. they just sat in the living room and talked the whole day. its so nice to have sisters. can have girl talks everytime and also share your thought because girls understand girls better. and bros too. cos they can take care of you. certain things are still more appropriate to be handled by guys. before we left, my grandma took a metal tin out from her cardboard. all the photos taken last time were in there. its so funny. i see my mummy when she is still a pri sch girl, her class photo, my aunts when they were young girls, my grandparents' mariage pic etc. we really had a gd laugh. and i was there guessing which aunt is that little girl in the pic. people do change.. physically and mentally..

sigh.. life is hard.. and usually its us, human causing the hardship of others.. and we just cant be nice to everyone at all times or put ourselves in other people's shoes all the time.. due to diff circumstances, diff mentality, diff growing up environment and many other factors..

I love kitty.

posted @ Saturday, September 23, 2006

~me and enqi~

~toonli, me and wendy~

~me and wenjin~

~group pics!~

~me and minyan~

its recess week!!!! and i can be at home for one week! really very happy~

today its my annual mooncake festival gathering with 2j peeps! how this thingy or rather tradition started.. hmmm... dhs always celebrates mooncake festival as in put much emphasis cos we r a chinese school. so we will have celebration as a class, bring food to party, carry lanterns around etc. think its sec 1 or 2, the few of us, wilfred, hoifai, min yan, le jia, wendy, en qi, toonli, julyn, geraldine and a few others.. we headed down to changi airport for sakae. that time my sch was rather strict about pple ponning halfway. so the gate was guarded. we thought of leaving through the hostel gate. at first a few of us managed to get out of sch cos the security guard thought that we were staying in the hostel. but after that, the rest couldnt get out. it was rather exciting.. our escape expediture.. we all had fun.. so we promised each other to have this as a annual thingy. but last yr, we didnt manage to have one because of a level. and this yr, its back again! the feeling is really nice. and it is rare that so many of us, since sec 1, our friendships more or less are the same and still got so much things to talk about.

my mouth almost teared due to excessive laughing. i was sitting at the corner, beside wenjin and the sushi on the conveyor belt.. and as usual, wenjin is like before, as corny as b4. so the conversation was flowing in the middle. then i m stuck at that corner. but that wenjin will out of nowhere make some comments which were so hilarious. so i was laughing uncontrollably at a corner. luckily got wendy opposite me to acompany me. and we were laughing about something which only two of us know. so while at sakae, most of the time we were laughing like mad and making lots of noise. i was quite happy that the turn up rate was not bad. as in got hoi fai, wenjin, enqi, toon li, wendy and le jia. still got a handful of pple. after the meal, we were outside sakae, taking pics non stop. somehow when the taking pics thingy starts, its hard to stop. and i will never forget wenjin saying le jia is a plant. so for the rest of our gathering, we kept making fun of le jia, instead of joining us, we asked her to stand beside those plants in airport. then we went to coffee club to sit and chat. but think the group of us is too large to talk together. though min yan and i made an effort to join in and chat as a big group by pulling the sofa from behind to form a circle, eventually we still break into two groups to chat. we asked hoi fai to join us cos he seemed to be stuck with wenjin. haha.. and three of us formed the co group. and so nice talking to them!!!! i feel like i m back to dhs sec 2j.. the mep times.. cant bear to part lor cos we had too much things to talk to each of everyone. never enjoy myself that much for very long le~

and now back home, i feel so gd.. i can hug my bear and giugiu. and in my air con room. with daddy and mummy.. sooo nice..

tomorrow going to my grandparents' place. so long never go already. can play with my little cousins and see my grandparents.

I love kitty.

posted @ Friday, September 15, 2006

terrible week for me..

on wed, after the accounting project discussion, i went back to hall. somehow my stomach ached. all of a sudden. so i went toilet. went back to my room. but my stomach just didnt feel right. and so, i walked along the pathway to the toilet for like five six times thoughout the whole afternoon. around 7 plus, cannot take it anymore. so i asked for stomachache pills on my msn nick. dunno why, its always like that--whenever u need help, people will not be around. was thinking of anyone from my hall so its more convenient. only peijun called me. but she stayed very far from my hall. after like one hour, two of my friends from hall replied and passed me the pills. my roomie came back also with the medicine peijun passed her. took all the medicine but still no effect. called my daddy and mummy just to tell them that my stomach is aching and see what they can advise me. my daddy wanna drives down to pass me some fugal medication which helps to clear the stomach. but i asked him not to. i told him to go home. but after half hour, he called again and asked me to come down after fifteen minutes. he wanna passed me the medcine. i was super touched. its really not a very nice experience to fall sick out of home. i can really sense that my daddy cares for me alot. i mean.. he is on his way home already. and somemore boon lay is not a very near place for my family. after his work, he must be super tired. i sat along the roadside waiting for him. started to cry cos i am really touched and that kind of feeling u have when u r outside of ur house and fall sick.. and ur parents will do anything for u to let u recover even though they r super tired is really too much for me to bear. it just makes u have the urge to follow them home.. that night was horrible. my stomach was so painful that i couldnt lie down straight, have to sleep sideways. and i kept waking up. somemore very cold. i covered myself with two layers of blanket. around 3 plus in the morning, i felt super hot. so basically i didnt sleep well. in the morning, thought my stomach will be better. so i went for my tutorial. but i couldnt concentrate during the tutorial. so i went to see the school doc. she told me its gastric flu.

thurs night, i received a message from my accounting tutor. she asked me to check my tutorial group again cos the name list still doesnt show my name in there. i took a look at my timetable and realised that my acc tutorial venue should be tr125 not tr126. tr126 is the venue for my another module. think i made the mistake of thinking that its the same venue on the first lesson and it was in a rush cos my lesson on fri is one after another, no break. i have to rush to the next class if not i will be late. and coincidentally, tr125 and tr126 r used for acc class at 10.30am. so on the first lesson i thought i went to the right room cos it seemed right to me, as in it accounting course and for yr 1. so subsequently, every fri, i will go to tr126 for lesson. though when the tutor marked attendance, my name is not included, the tutor asked me to add my name cos that period is the add/drop subject period, so the people in every tutorial class are not fixed yet. and my roomie did actually re-arrange my timetable so we can at least go for some tutorials together. but just that today is the quiz, so my tutor printed the class list again and my name is still not reflected. this shows something is wrong cos by now the system should have the lastest name list since its so long after the add/drop subject period. so.. i have to return to my official class. i was super upset by this. i mean, i have been having tutorial for this module with these people for five weeks. suddenly i have to change.. and also.. we have formed groups for the acc group assignment. i think my group rather pro and very spontaneous. so i have no worry about having to complete the assignment at all. today i went in to the official class.. i dunno anyone there. and whats worse is that it happens that this group of pple didnt change their timetable. so its like.. this is basically their class for all modules. i can sense that they r rather bonded and i just dun feel right sitting there. after the class, a guy stood infront of the class and made an announcement, saying class, we will be having bbq during the recess week. details he will tell us next week. i was rather shocked. i mean.. they r so into a class that they can have a gathering during the recess week. for all my modules, i have diff tutorial class cos other pple changed their timetable too. so i never thought of pple having tutorial group gathering. the moment i realised all these, it really dampen my mood..

I love kitty.

posted @ Thursday, September 07, 2006

lalala~ in my hall now.. so happy tomorrow can go home.. i m already in holiday mood. though tomorrow still got two lessons.. but.. no matter what.. i am still very happy that i can go home tomorrow! yay yay!!~ i miss my home bed, home food, home toothbrush, home bathroom, home boy boy bear bear..... ~ and of cos my daddy and mummy!!!

I love kitty.

posted @ Friday, September 01, 2006

i m home again~ somehow this week passed real fast. still remember how much i dread going to hostel last sunday. in the end, i went back to hall on monday. today i brought giugiu and boy boy bear bear back home. last week only brought giugiu. so this week supposed to be boy boy. but actually giugiu rather skinny, so i decided to bring her home too, not much difference. initially, i promise myself to bring them along wherever i go, as in home or hall cos i need them when i sleep. but for the first two weeks, i was scolded by my mummy. so i have decided to alternate them. but this week.. haha.. i was scolded by mummy again.

last lesson of the week is accounting. last week, tutor asked me to answer a qn on board. i anwered wrongly. this week, she asked me to write my answer on transparency and explain and i got it wrong again! very irritating... dun really mind getting it wrong infront of the whole class. but the problem is i thought it is correct but in the end wrong again. always cant get it right. next week shall get all right. and the tutor goes so fast, i cant even catch anything. very scary. feel super lost in that lesson.. this is bad.. its not that i dun understand but need time to think. never mind, i just need practise. but this weekend going out.. tomorrow got pri sch teachers' day gathering. really looking forward to that. normally we will have frequent pri sch gatherings but its getting lesser and lesser. last pri gathering is when we were all j1 or j2? can get to see my pri sch teacher also. the last time i saw her was 3 yrs back? after that should be meeting up with my ex colleagues. looking forward to that too. can update each other on our lives now.. and very long nv see wan li.. but we still talked on the phone frequently.

later going for cc meeting. haiz.. got to write nonstop again cos i m taking the minutes.. writing no problem, but have to go home and type out, thats the real problem. cos the meeting is rather complicated and messy. so when i get home, i still have to sort out the info.

anywayz... my mummy came in and saw bear bear jumping on the table.. cos he is very happy. in hostel, no one accompany him. but back home, even when i m not around, my mummy will be at home to acc him.. tomorrow my mummy going to suntan him. cos dunno why he got a weird body odour which is not familiar to me. maybe because of hostel..

I love kitty.