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posted @ Sunday, October 29, 2006

~after the wedding dinner~

~stop asking if i have a bf! kena bombed by relative..~

yesterday was my cousin's wedding~

my mummy is his god mummy. in the morning, went for the tea ceremony with my mummy. super tired. wake up so early, in the end, was waiting for my third aunt for half hour at tampines interchange. and my third aunt kept emphasising that later i must offer tea to the newly wed. i dun understand at all. why i need to.. no one acknowledge this relationship since he was borned. he doesnt call my mummy gan ma. somehow, i did offer tea to them, having to address them da ge and da sao. sound and feel weird. i m the only child now and ever. but ok la, at least got hongbao. even if dun have, perhaps, just for the fun of it, once in a lifetime anywayz.

wedding dinner was interesting. i sat with my another cousin, her hubby and his parents. i like his parents. they look "respectable" and intellectual. i can tell that they were shocked that my famly is so huge. and the problem is we dunno who is who. cant even address my elderly cos i dunno how to address them. rather distant away. and they kept saying i have grown up so much. thats because the last time they see me is when i was 4 yrs old. not surprising that i have indeed grown up. and there is this san gu po who kept looking at me after i addressed her. kept looking that i thought her eyes were superglued to that position and her eyelids also superglued too, thats why she didnt even blink. guess she was just shocked. seriously i feel awkward. so just before the dinner starts, our area was super noisy. talking to one relative followed by another. and a number of the aunties asked if i m attached. even my cousin asked too. kept asking me to find one. omg! i am beginning to feel the pressure. what is shown in the drama is quite true. those elderly kept saying their nieces not young anymore and rushed them to get a bf and get married. and i saw my cousin not eating the prawn. so i asked her why never eat. and she pointed to her hubby who is getting rid of the prawn shells. she smiled and asked me to find a bf and asked when is my turn. pengz.. again!

I love kitty.

posted @ Friday, October 20, 2006

updating on this week which is going to pass..~

busy week.. cos i had my accounting test and com mag presentation. but all these r over! and i m back home.. shall forget the fact that my accouting test was rather screwed up.

and whats gd is i declare myself having holiday from this moment now til wed! long weekend ya? i certainly love this..

hmm.. what i have learnt: generally, if u dun give a damn over a thing, you will definitely not be affected by it. so seriously, dun care is a useful skill.

i thought my girl girl bear bear is dead.. but just only, i realised that she is being taken care of, being treasured, being taken around travelling and is being used as a connection tool linking to boy boy bear bear...

I love kitty.

posted @ Sunday, October 15, 2006

this weekend is rather fruuitful for me.

saturday i went for the open space at sengkang cc. we are supposed to come out with issues which concern us. the person who wrote the issue will be the facilitator. and there will be four time slots. each time slots has many issues with different venues. so for those who r not the facilitators, can choose to go for any issues which interest u and give your views. but somehow all these kinda things, issues are being discussed but there wont be any conclusion or definite solutions to the problem. and some issues are rather known such as how to attract more youths to join the community sector. but some are rather interesting like paym not important. some might think that it is a daring topic to discuss but actually the person who came out with this wanna use the tactic of reverse psycology. so many pple will voice out saying yes! paym is very important and blah blah blah. so, thats how my whole day is spent. this open space thingy is from 9pm to 5pm. cos initially i dunno how to go to sengkang cc. and jinguang taught me to take 27 from tampines library. and alight when i see compass point. but the problem is when i board the bus, i tried looking for compass point but in the end, i reached hougang mall, interchange. overshot. so bo bian, took a taxi there and was late.

after that, i met up with my friend for dinner. but somehow, my head ached more and more. guess its the haze and also the hot sun.

accompany my dad to see doc today. the doc is horrible. i also dunno how to put it or judge it. its like.. he is rather famous for bone illness. and so many old folks will come to his clinic. clinic opens at 8.30 but there will be a long queue way b4 830. those pple anily with walking difficulties will sit outside the clinic, forming a line. the first person from what i know comes at around 6am. and the doc recently signed up for a course, so need to leave at 12 noon. so usually the nurse will give number cards to around 30 and a close sign will be placed. and she will asked those getting 28,29 30 to be prepared cos they might not be able to see the doc. there is this old man, he missed his turn. and the nurse told him to wait, he can only see the doc when all the patients have seen. so the old man waited again despite the fact that he came at 7am. and he was dozing off while waiting. seeing him rather pitiful, when my family went in to see the doc, we told the doc about the old man and asked him to attend to the old man. but the doc said, next time he will give out number cards to 20 only. and that he is always late for his course, getting warnings. if he gets one more, he will be kick out of the course. he even said that he has no choice, who ask them to miss their numbers. we told him the old man very pitiful. and he retorted, so who pity me. " to be truthful, i can dun work anymore. whatever i have is sufficint for my living. i need some freedom also." haiz.. and when we mentioned something like.. very busy is gd cos it means u are earning money. he was rather angry. then why is he learning and upgrading himself. he ownself said that that is to earn more money. haiz.. dunno la.. talking is such a troublesome chore sometimes. cos u wont be able to realise that whatever u said actually offend the other party. thats why sometimes i like to keep quiet and listen.

went to see my paternal family in the late afternoon. haiz.. lots of trouble too.. so we went there is actually to give money to my grandpa. i must emphasize that it is to my grandpa, not his second wife and my uncle who belongs to the second wife. but ultimately, the money still goes to the two's medication fees. cos both has diebetics, my second grandma has got stroke. my uncle just went through operation cos the illness has caused him to be blind.
i went to see doc and the doc said i dun have fever. but i can feel it. lousy. and now i m feeling rather not well..

and i went to see doc too cos last night too late already, no more doc. the doc said i dun have fever but i can feel it. lousy. now i m not feeling rather well.. somehow i lost trust in doctors. diff docs will give diff stuff. last time this doc used to give my dad painkillers to stop the pain. now this doc said giving painkillers will only harm my dad.

I love kitty.

posted @ Friday, October 13, 2006

-joyce and me-

this tues i went home! cos need to do some paper work for my daddy. he came to pick me up.

wed, i went shopping myself. went orchard at around four plus. joyce came at six plus. seriously.. two hours plus is just not enough to shop. when joyce came, we shopped again. but only managed to shop in future state cos we were both hungry. wanted to have dinner at pepper lunch but it was rather crowded. so we went to nydc. crowded but at least didnt have a long queue out there. after dinner, we wanted to shop again but our movie was at 9.30pm. not only did we have no time to shop, we were late for the movie. world trade centre is nice. think alot of girls cried. cos i heard alot of sniffing sound.. i wont cry.. if not for the scene which showed a black woman waiting at the hospital for her son, not knowing her son's whereabouts or whether his son was still surviving or not. she said she used to yell at her son for not eating the dinner she cooked for him when he came back. and now she regretted. this totally reminded me of my mummy, always cooking for my family....

after that is "ladies night". it was too late and my mummy was worried for me even though i promised to take a taxi back to hall. so i went to joyce's hostel to stay overnight. i like her hall! full of life.. and it has a very friendly environment. and single room is not bad huh.. privacy and i can decorate my room.

thurs morning rushed to school. thought one hour of travelling from nus to ntu is sufficient but i was still late.

I love kitty.

posted @ Saturday, October 07, 2006

sat again!~

later i will be going to fz's house. primary school gathering to celebrate mooncake festival~ feeling gd about it.. cos i know i will be having fun there, be myself there, and will be happy there.. thats why i look forward to it.. =)

* no need to hide your ugly self under the nice and cheerful figure. because u r just getting on my nerves when i slowly feel ur evil-ness day by day*

*u managed to get on my nerves because i treat u as my friend. if u r not, do u think i give a damn?*

hmmm..

i guess the coming week is a more relaxed one.. but it all depends on individual.. cos i guess some people are already studying for their end of sem exams.. perhaps.. they r feeling very stressed now.. just pray hard that i wont last minute again .. when everyone has started, i still think that there r lots of time.. and always think that there is still a tomorrow.. so in the end, i took my own sweet time to study slowly.. kept having that mentality til one fine day.. the tomorrow i have is the first paper i will be taking..

I love kitty.

posted @ Friday, October 06, 2006

today i went to bugis. past by the temple outside and there is this blind lady singing. there were a few uncles watching her. i reliased that actually her top is a little too revealing. perhaps she doesnt know. how she knows unless others tell her. so those uncle watching are dirty old fellows. after a while, i saw a crowd. they were surrounding the blind lady. she is packing her stuff, preparing to leave, bending here and there to tie things up. and she is surrounded by mainly dirty old fellows and some aunties. what if the person is not her but some other males.. dun think he will attract any crowd at all. how mean.. they just surrounded her without offering any help and what are they looking at manz.. no wonder their cpf will get drained out by some pple.

when i returned home, the first thing i did was to find giugiu and bear bear. to my surprise, they were not there.. and to my horror, pls take a look at below...

I love kitty.

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I love kitty.

posted @ Monday, October 02, 2006

here i m, back to the hostel again.

bye to the recess week! i shall look forward to what comes ahead.. cos.. after all these, i can go back home again~ and i shall look forward to the six weeks of hectic life, followed immiediately by end sem exams.. cos after that.. i will get to enjoy a one month holiday!

sigh.. can i not lie?

I love kitty.