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chirp chirp! posted @ Monday, March 31, 2008

The weather is so hot~ At times, I just got the urge to get the pair of gigantic scissors from the sewing machine in my room, and cut away all my hair. BOTAK! And the curls are so messy and time consuming to maintain. I simply dun have the patience to do it and thats why I am leaving them to straighten by themselves.

Sometimes I wonder what make my parents do those stuff. Today, we were at Pasir Ris park, my daddy started to imitate the birds' chirping. The bird chirped, my daddy chirped. The bird chirped, my daddy chirped. It's as though they were communicating. Then, my mummy started doing that too. It's so natural that they didnt realise that that's not something they should do in a public park. I dunno if the birds heard my parents' chirping, but the birds chirped louder and louder. So did my daddy and mummy. And they were really trying very hard to sound like the birds. I was laughing like mad behind them. SO ridiculous. Not referring to me but them.

The best part is when my daddy suddenly turned behind to my mummy, saying, "you chirp somemore, later the birds fly down and peck on your head." HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! PECK ON HER HEAD?!?!?! I will really roll on the floor and laugh if I see that happenning.

I love kitty.

- posted @ Saturday, March 29, 2008

Today had a yumm-ier lunch at The Quad. =) After lunch, I stupidly bid goodbye to my friends after telling them that I am walking to the back of the building which has got shutter bus bus-stop only. I am too used to going back hall after leaving The Quad. Since I reached the shutter bus bus-stop, might as well wait for shutter bus then transfer to normal bus. After some time, I saw 179 passing by. 179 actually goes by this route! Hence, I decided to walk further up to the 179 bus-stop. It was raining and I saw 179 approaching. Not sure what makes me run, somehow, I ran after the bus and the bus was stopping there waiting for me (only) to run til its door step. Can't believe it, I ran after a bus again. Yesterday and Today.

Visited my old aged relative. She used to buy me tibits almost weekly whenever she saw me during the period when my grandma was hospitalised. And now, though not very mobile and a little senile, she is still very concerned over my family. She insisted her daughter on buying me dinner though we were all leaving for home. So nice of her..

I love kitty.

run after bus posted @ Friday, March 28, 2008

I ran after a bus on wed. I hate running after buses. If I am alone, I will nv run after a bus. Its so embarrassing. But sometimes when my friends or mummy saw the bus approaching, they immediately ran. So, I gotta follow. The irritating part which makes me hate running for bus is the fact that I cant stop laughing. I find the whole scene of people chasing after bus so amusing. So while I was trying to catch up with my friends running infront, I just kept laughing and I think I looked much worse than how my friends looked when they were running.

I remember that time I was with peiyi and wenxia. We saw the bus and we decided to run after the bus. So we ran and I was infront of the two of them. But because I was laughing, both of them overtook me. And seeing the two of them chasing after the bus, I laughed even more and ran even slower. And I couldnt stop giggling even on the bus.

So wed, we die die must get onto the bus because the next 179 takes freaking long time to come at night. We had experienced the "long-ness" last week. I tried so hard not to laugh k. Really hard. Cos I dun wish to wait for the next bus. So I cannot laugh but concentrate on running fast to catch up with my friend infront.

I love kitty.

- posted @ Sunday, March 23, 2008

I miss my grandparents alot alot alot alot alot suddenly.

I am strong enough to let go rather easily after break up. But I dun think I can if I were to lose anyone close to me in my family. At times like now, I will imgaine. And it never fail to leave me crying non-stop like some dumb dumb. If my friends are with me now, they will surely console me by saying it has not happened yet, why are u crying. But one day, it will. IT WILL!

So, I prayed for them just now.

I want to visit them badly. But I really dun wish to see that aunt. Loathsome, Self-centred, Despicable and Foxy. She never spare a single thought for my aged grandparents at all. She never regard herself as our family member before. So, I dun regard her as part of the family too. I sent bday invitation smses to all my family members whose numbers are in my phonebook except her. She appeared without my invitation, never talk a single word to me or at the very least, wish me happy birthday, and still had the cheek to complain about my buffet. Sickening.

When my uncle passed away, she missed the wake because she attended some wedding dinner. When my grandpa was in hospital, she went to the hospital just to have dinner at the foodcourt. After eating, she went shopping with her own precious and beloved mummy without even visiting my grandpa. She makes decisions which are detrimental to my grandparents' health.

Why cant she just move out of my grandparent's house and jolly well stay in her condo which has been vacant for yrs? That will be the wisest choice I would say. If she move in her home sweet home earlier, with a proper place to study, her sons wouldnt be scoring so badly for exams.

She is the only reason why I wouldnt go to my grandparents' house. And I am super fine with my uncle but just dun wish to talk to her and her ill-mannered sons only. Enqi, Toonli and Wendy had witnessed the extent of his uncivilised-ness and babaric-ness.Yes, I know he is harmless. Which kid isnt? But are kids supposed to be rude? NO! So, bad-mannered kids shall be ignored by me.

When I watched the 9pm channel 8 show, I feel like slapping the cocky face of Mo Xiao Ling's daughter. Rude kids should not be allowed to talk.

I love kitty.

- posted @ Friday, March 21, 2008

I am so tired. Recently had some problem. I dunno if its considered as friendship or project problem. But one thing I am certain is that I have spent alot of time on this issue. Can you imagine I spent the whole of today practically typing emails? And I read through the same email umpteen times to ensure that my words are carefully selected and appropriately used. It has involved too much of my emotions and I think I have played my part. Thats why I decided to just take it as it has been settled, and not be bothered by it. I dont have the energy to bother about it either.

Happier stuff~ I made mummy buy a new anklet for me. -beams-

My mummy is so funny. The moment I woke up, she told me, "Girl, lets go eat KFC. I treat you." And when we were back home, she said tomorrow she will treat me to Hans. Both in Eastpoint. I think she wants to treat me to every food outlet she can find in Eastpoint.

We went for aerobics at night. First time having the lesson on thurs. I think the thurs class is more pro because the teacher danced at a faster tempo then monday's. I was panting like a mad dog after a few mins. And I had difficulty catching up because my legs "entangled". You know when you move too fast, your legs cannot take it and it feels as though they are "entangled".

Tomorrow I die die must join my parents for jog. On every sat, daddy will ask if I wanna join them and I always agree. But on sunday morning when he wakes me up, I will stumble to the living room and tell him that i will join them next week. And these few days, both of them had been laughing at me whenever they mentioned about jogging. HUMPH!

I love kitty.

boo posted @ Thursday, March 20, 2008

i fell down a fleet of steps today. at simei train station while i was on the way home. i never fall down for very long already. i thought i was not going to fall down anymore. a kind indian man held on to my elbow and asked if i m okay. so nice of him. and when i told my parents about it, my daddy said, "so stupid of u. the passers-by must have laugh til their teeth drop" and my mummy merely laughed out loud. i told my daddy i havent eat yet. he said, " who ask u dun eat outside?" they are so mean. and because of the fall, i lost my anklet which i like a lot. no one sympathises on me. i shall say it to myself then. i m such a poor thing!

I love kitty.

- posted @ Tuesday, March 18, 2008

oooo~ finally my marketing ppt is over. no more marketing ppt from now onwards. i m so happy can. i felt relieved the moment the ppt ended. and i m glad that we were able to answer all the questions bombarded by the class though the questions were revolving around the same topic. and logically, our answer also revolved around the same topic. good job girls!

mummy washed giugiu on monday. =) clean and dry now. but she is wearing the oldest set of clothes in my cupboard. and my bed seriously got too many soft toys. there are bear bear, bubu. giugiu, giuber, girl girl, myla, sometimes the huge hello kitty face will rest on bed too. and my room has got a huge doreamon and a chair full of soft toys. my tv stand shelf is full of mirumo. i was telling my daddy, there are so many pairs of eyes looking at me. when i sleep, when i change. its quite irritating to move them down from my bed b4 i can sleep. i am usually exhausted when i am going to bed. so daddy is making three shelves for me on the wall. i shall put my textbooks, notes, chair of softtoys and softtoys on my bed. i really love my room.

today i made agar agar for the first time! and using the mould Jg and Des bought for me. its hello kitty mould. =) its so cute! the agar agar are in the shape of the hello kitty head. i like it alot. shall try pouring those green tea into the mould to make ice cubes tomorrow!

went to sempang bedok after yec meeting. remember last time i ordered milo gozilla and my cc friends laughed at me saying where got gozilla. tadah~ i just drank the milo gozilla. i m so lazy to upload the pic. shall do it another day.

tomorrow will be going to sch for my elective presentation which is my last assignment and group work. after which, there is no more datelines to meet. phew~ i feel so relaxed that i dunno what to do.

i realised my mood is significantly affected by the moods of people around me. recently there are quite a number of moody and listless people around me and its affecting me. my own mood was pulled down a little. i will be bothered and think of what i can do for them.

I love kitty.

- posted @ Saturday, March 15, 2008

ohhh.. i m tired. tired of caring and thinking for others' feelings... and constantly feel the fear.

i thought of the australia trip with enqi and toonli. how enqi was unhappy with us. and when she finally spoke to us, she cried and she asked why i m not crying. and i cried immediately. and how much we enjoyed the trip after that. nothing is more enjoyable than those few days.

how can i not cry right? i cry after almost all quarrels or arguements be it i m the angry one or not.

i thought of wanli. i always look for her even for teeny weeny matters. i feel so secured when i call her house, her mummy answered and said, "wait ah". this shows tt she is at home. its like,"yay, can talk to her. luckily can talk to her" that kinda feeling.

and i just feel like hugging my giugiu, bear bear, bubu, giuber. hug them tight and sit on my bed the whole day.

and i feel like being with my daddy and mummy the whole day. going to macRitchie or seletar to feed monkeys, going to punggol beach, going to labrador park, mt faber park. because of work and stuff, i hardly spend time with them these days. and guess no one understands how much i want to be with them because both daddy and i know we cant afford to let mummy feel upset again. daddy always tell me, 只要 mummy 开新就好. which i understand cos i feel the dot-dot-smile :) when i know that she is happy.

i told my friend b4 about my dot-dot-smile. i told him when i m happy, i can feel the dot-dot-smile being drawn on my heart. at times not so happy, i can feel dot-dot only. and when sad, i can feel the dot-dot-sad :( he was very amazed and amused by it. dont u all agree with me? think of hows ur mood now and think of ur heart. is there dot-dot-smile?

hmmm.. mine is only dot-dot now.

I love kitty.

lau, lejia, wilfred bday posted @

some random pics over the weeks.

my marketing meetings

celebrate my bday with my hallmates

on thurs, we celebrated 3 bdays! wenjin, le jia and wilfred.

met enqi and toonli at 4pm to find guitar. my first time buying guitar. we went to peninsula plaza. and we looked dumb cos none of us knows how to play. the shop keepers all said, u all can try for urself. but we just replied, we cant play. all of them gave the same expression. so we requested the shopkeepers to play for us. and one of them, dunno how he plays, its damn loud and clashy. he shocked the three of us. but we still bought the guitar from him. haha!

damn tired. had 830 lessons til 230 and risk project meeting til 6 plus.. tomorrow going to meet for marketing at 11am. but before tt i need to get my risk part done. argh. i m super scared i cant wake up early to do the risk.

I love kitty.

- posted @ Thursday, March 13, 2008

my money is flying out of my bank. and i m worried and scared. because its too fast and like all of a sudden that kind. it makes me feel so insecure.

but i m happy cos i like to buy bday presents. there is a number of them this month. yvonne's, jinguang's, wilfred's, lejia's, wenjin's, hoifai's and a few more i guess.

ok, money aside.

wanli called me today and she said she is going to say something which is very les. i guess correctly immediately. she misses me. we both felt tt we cant really talk freely to our uni friends. like on the train, we have to constantly find topics to talk about to fill up the awkward silence, and after saying, sometimes the response we get is a cold and uninteresting one or even worse, we make our friends angry or misunderstand us. and we are glad that our friends are alighting soon. its like so sianz la.

shall upload pics of today's bday celebration for wilfred, lejia and wenjin soon when i get all the pics!

I love kitty.

~ posted @ Friday, March 07, 2008

been very busy for the past few days.

tues i went to sch straight without sleeping. i was preparing for my tax quiz, preparing for my risk presentation and marketing presentation. all on the same day. i totally underestimated the amount of time needed to do all these.

but luckily wed and thurs i have no sch. wed is a self declared no sch day. haha. i didnt go for the elective. but on fri which is today i have to submit my company law assignment which i havent start on yet.

i start to wonder what i did during the recess week last week. other than watching movie with mummy for tt few hours, meeting mian, wilfred, hoifai for singing session on sat and meeting joyce and peiqing for dinner at pitstop on wed night, i dun think i have done anything significantly non academic.

thurs night which is last night, i didnt sleep much too. was planning to read through my company law assignment to make some minute changes here and there and print it. after which i will start on my company law tutorial. but.. was talking to peiyi and we discussed. realised some points not applicable. so i edited. and this goes on and on. the more we discuss, the more i edit. in the end, i was just editing blindly becos was too sleepy. and its 4 plus when i went to bed. dunno why these few days i fall asleep with much difficulty. the norm for me is fall asleep within five mins. but these few days i take one hour. so last night, i hardly sleep.

and thanks to all these, my nose is being blocked terribly by disgusting stuff. and these disgusting stuff seem to multiply when i m in air conditioned room. i feel so suffocated. i told my friends that i dun like to breathe through my mouth. so this results in my breathing being halved. and in turn, my thinking time doubles.

i can forsee that coming week will be busy too with projects only. my risk project and my marketing project will take up most of my time already. on top of that, there is elective project and gotta read all the grants available for yec to utilize. but i m looking forward to doing all these. thats one good thing isnt it. i hate it when i dread doing something which i must do.

today risk tutor commented that even if there are other bernices, i m the nicest! lalala.. *dance around*

I love kitty.

pitstop on wed and singing on sat posted @ Tuesday, March 04, 2008

went pitstop with joyce and peiqing last wed. and after which we went to timbre. =)

sat, i went out with mian, hoi fai and wilfred! we went to dynasty ktv. had dinner at billy bombers and drink and chit chat at giraffe. nice place! should really go giraffe.

I love kitty.